Thank you for all your e-mails and blog posts. I read every single one of them, but I didn't have the strength to respond. For about 3 days I was feeling at my lowest. The only thing I could do was to get up and go to the bathroom and sit up to take a sip of water. My body was exhausted. I try to keep a positive attitude, but I was fighting to see the light at the end of the tunel. I officially have GVHD (Graft vs Host Disease). It happens when my body sees the donors cells as foreign and attacks them. I started getting a rash and it spread over my face, chest, stomach and back. On top of all this I have not bee able to eat for the past 2 days. All I am able to keep down is water. For the first time today I was able to eat some peanut butter crackers. You would think with as little as I am eating I would be losing weight, but they are pushing so many fluids thru me that it is having the opposite effect. I started Neupogen (white cell booster) 3 days ago and it is working miracles. My white count is 0.6 and I have 174 ANC (fighter cells). I believe because my counts are coming back that is related to me feeling better. I feel like I have taken a turn for the better finally. Thank you for continuing to support me and lift me up with your prayers. I truly do appreciate all that you do.